I am so fucking depressed. I haven't had a conversation with anyone lasting more than a minute and thirty seconds in over two weeks. I will be alone forever and I have nothing to look forward to in life. I hate myself for being pathetic and shy. I hate myself for a whole bunch of other things but I'm too tired to type them all here.

I am a fucking failure and if this doesn't improve soon I am jumping off the fucking roof of Macgregor.